1. |
Wildest Dream
03:51
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Where did you learn how
To worry like that
With your feet in the water
And the sun on your back
And where did you learn how
To hate your own skin
I could tell you a thousand times
But your still not convinced
So I'll say it again
I'll say it again
I'll say it again
Until it sinks in
I wouldn't change a thing
Not in my wildest dream
No I wouldn't change a thing
Because all that I need is right here
I wouldn't change a thing
Not in my wildest dream
No I wouldn't change a thing
Because all that I need is right here with me
A day at the lake with
The sun in your hair
Where does your mind go
When you sit and you stare
At dancing reflections
That play on your knees
I can see it in your eyes
That you still don't believe
I wouldn't change a thing
Not in my wildest dream
No I wouldn't change a thing
Because all that I need is right here
I wouldn't change a thing
Not in my wildest dream
No I wouldn't change a thing
Because all that I need is right here with me
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2. |
On Hold
03:33
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One day at a time
Everything piles up in your mind
And I don't know how to describe
This stage that we're in
Stuck in between
The places we've seen in our dreams
And places we're still wandering
And can't comprehend
It feels like we're waiting
Waiting forever
Looking for answers
That we already know
It feels like we're waiting
Waiting forever
Letting the moment
Get stuck on hold
One day at a time
Wishing we could skip the line
And finally get on the ride
to know what it's like
Feeling the wait
Grinding all the gears in my brain
But maybe we should be ok
With "all in good time"
It feels like we're waiting
Waiting forever
Looking for answers
That we already know
It feels like we're waiting
Waiting forever
Letting the moment
Get stuck on hold
It feels like we're waiting
Waiting forever
Letting the moment
Get stuck on hold
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3. |
I'm So Tired
03:57
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I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess
I don't wanna be stuck like this
I'm losing my mind
Waiting inside
In the wettest July I've ever seen
Every day feels the same
As the sound of the rain
Drowns out any thought that comes to me
But I want to make sense
Of the time that I've spent
I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess myself
I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
(I'm so tired of trying so hard)
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess
I don't wanna be stuck like this
I'm wandering around
Trying to find how
To get out of the fog surrounding me
Maybe I could start new
What else can I do?
I'm tired of trying the same old thing
But I want to make sense
Of the time that I spend
I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
(I'm so tired of trying so hard)
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess myself
(Even when I've come so far)
I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess
I don't wanna be stuck like this
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4. |
Sleepwalking
03:28
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Hanging out on the front porch
Watching the neighbors fight
Walking out of my front door
Just to say that I went outside
Staying in on a Friday
Wondering where the days all went
Waking up on a Sunday
Not ready to do this all again
And just pretend
I'm living life
Like I meant
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't wanna live my life like that
In front of a glowing screen
Living my whole life second hand
Listening to a new show
Cause I can't let the silence in
Learning something I don't know
And probably will never need to know again
I can't pretend
I'm living life
Like I meant
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't wanna live my life like that
In front of a glowing screen
Living my whole life second hand
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't wanna live my life like that
Wandering aimlessly
Watching the time slip through my hands
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5. |
Walk With Me
03:38
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Can't catch a break
Each step I take
The farther it seems
The sun in my eyes
The harder I try
The less I can see where this leads
I'm looking around
And figuring out
There's nothing to do
But keep moving on
While the current is strong
And try to get through
Walk with me
Through this mess
Nothing here
Is making any sense
Just walk with me
Please don't leave
You don't need
To say anything
At all
I'm out of my mind
I'm feeling just fine
I don't really know
I'm back here again
And I can't pretend
I know where to go
Walk with me
Through this mess
Nothing here
Is making any sense
Just walk with me
Please don't leave
You don't need
To say anything
At all
I don't want to fake it
I don't want to play
The victim, you know
I don't want to hide it
Cause I can't deny
I'm feeling so low
Walk with me
Through this mess
Nothing here
Is making any sense
Just walk with me
Please don't leave
You don't need
To say anything
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6. |
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I wonder what you're doing now
I wonder if you ever made it work somehow
It's hard to hold on to a dream
And harder to watch it fall apart at the seams
again
I wish you could travel in time
See yourself in the larger design
'Cause at just the right time
You'll see it will fall in line
And at just the right time
You'll know it will be alright
In time
I wonder if you know what you want
I wonder if you're still feeling just as lost
It's hard to know when you've arrived
And harder to finally be satisfied
I wish you could travel in time
See yourself in the larger design
I wish I could hear what you'd say
Looking back at the progress you've made
Cause at just the right time
You'll see it will fall in line
And at just the right time
You'll know it will be alright
And at just the right time
You'll see it will fall in line
And at just the right time
You'll know it was by design
All along
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7. |
Night On The Lake
03:02
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Stars reflect on the lake
I'm somewhere floating off into space
Cold as the night comes in
I feel you're nearer than you've ever been
I will wait
Through the night
Until I know
I'm through this fight
I will wait
Through the night
Until scars heal
Until I find
You're still there
The surface holds the evening mist
I dip my hands into the dark abyss
To feel the calm, reflected sky
And know you're with me through this
By my side
I will wait
Through the night
Until I know
I'm through this fight
I will wait
Through the night
Until scars heal
Until I find
You're still there
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8. |
Simple Life
03:36
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We don't need to travel far
I'm fine just to stay in the backyard
Watching the clouds roll by
Taking our time, wherever we are
We're always looking out for something
And never really satisfied
We're always looking out the window
And never feeling more alive
But All I want
Is to love you like
There's nothing else
On my mind
All I want
Is to hold you like
There's nothing else
I need besides
A simple life
A simple life
We don't need to chase the day
I just want to feel the sun on my skin
We don't need a grand escape
I just want to love the moment I'm in
We're always looking out for something
And never really satisfied
We're always looking out the window
And never feeling more alive
But All I want
Is to love you like
There's nothing else
On my mind
All I want
Is to hold you like
There's nothing else
I need besides
A simple life
A simple life
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9. |
Imposter
03:15
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Running circles in my head
In the morning when I can't get out of bed
Wondering if I'm of touch
Waiting for you to go on and call my bluff
Maybe I'm stuck
Or maybe I just push my luck
And now I can't stop
waiting for the shoe to drop
Over my head, underwater
Maybe I am in too deep
Look in my eyes tell me honest
Am I chasing daydreams I can't reach
Now I feel the shadow creep
In the evening, when I try to go to sleep
Drowning in the reasons why
I'll never get ahead, no matter how I try
Maybe I'm naive
With no surprises up my sleeve
And the harder I try
The more I feel I can't get right
Over my head, underwater
Maybe I am in too deep
Look in my eyes, tell me honest
Am I chasing daydreams I can't reach
Over my head, underwater
Maybe I am in too deep
Look in my eyes tell me honest
Am I chasing daydreams I can't reach
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10. |
Worth
03:20
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When will it be enough?
It's always what you're thinking of
What will it take to see
That you don't have to prove your worth to me?
Here it comes, once again
The feeling that you're falling behind
And it takes all your time
Looking for a mountain to climb
When will it be enough?
It's always what you're thinking of
What will it take to see
That you don't have to prove your worth to me?
If you find it, what will you do?
Will you live on the mountain you've made?
Cause it follows, wherever you go
The same feeling that you can't shake
When will it be enough?
It's always what you're thinking of
What will it take to see
That you don't have to prove your worth to me?
Quit the bitter self-talk
Won't you listen to yourself?
You're gonna go insane
If you keep trying to measure up
When will it be enough?
It's always what you're thinking of
What will it take to see
That you don't have to prove your worth to me?
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11. |
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I'm feeling the same
Not a day older in my head
Waiting for a change
Another year older still a kid
Don't know what I want
Don't know what I'll be 5 years from now
But I know what I'm not
And I know that I've come this far somehow
All my life
All my life
I couldn't sit still if I tried
I'd tell myself
I'd tell myself
I wanted to be somewhere else
But all this time
All this time
I thought I'd get some kind of sign
That now I'd know
Now I'd know
But I'm still making it up as go
Wherever I go
Maybe it's about time
To put all these old ideas to rest
Make a different design
That doesn't lean on safer bets
All my life
All my life
I couldn't sit still if I tried
I'd tell myself
I'd tell myself
I wanted to be somewhere else
But all this time
All this time
I thought I'd get some kind of sign
That now I'd know
Now I'd know
But I'm still making it up as go
Wherever I go
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Eastern Souvenirs Boston, Massachusetts
“A melodic dreamscape, even the cover image for this song makes me want to strip away everything about my day-to-day life and dive into the ocean of some other existence.” - AMERICAN SONGWRITER
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